all i've ever wanted,
was to find a little peace
something i could grab onto
and hold inside of me
something to make me feel
like my dreams would never end
when the story was over
it was re-written again

who am i trying.... (to be)
endless nights.. (of misery)

you know that feeling
the one you want to go away
no matter how hard you try
it just will never fade
that one that makes you empty
and tears into your skin
tearing at the flesh
and pulling from within